I saw an ex boyfriend in the city yesterday while I was running errands. He didn’t recognize me since I’ve changed my hair and lost weight since we broke up and I was wearing sunglasses so he couldn’t see most of my face. But, I caught him checking me out…. And so did his girlfriend. Can’t say I blame him, she’s not very pretty.

I go to my local convience store to grab a cup of coffee and a pack of cigarettes. As I go to get my coffee, I see George behind the counter making coffee. I am not happy. I’m sure he told me at some point or another that he had applied there but still. And so, being the horrid bitch that I am, I complain that I need a fresh pot of such and such coffee. George looks at me and says “But you already have a cup of coffee, what do you need another one for?” to which I say “Excuse me, I am your customer and you are my convience store employee. You do not ask me questions, you simply give me what I want.” And then I told him nevermind and left. And now, I need to find a new place to get coffee and I am PISSED. I really like their coffee.

In other news, Blake is better and we are throwing around the idea of getting an apartment. I’m sick of living with Andrew. Blake and I are “thick as thieves” but know each other’s boundaries. Andrew, has just been driving me crazy. The other night, he found out I had weed and just as I was about to go to bed, came up to me and said “Hey Jane, you wanna smoke a bowl?”. I obliged and was then prompted with the question of where my weed was. Not cool. Ugh, the lease is almost up, and if I can get the money together before then, I’m OUT.

I’ve gotten rid of George which is fantastic. I very calmly explained to him that I just couldn’t handle the stress of a relationship while working at this high stress level job. In reality, work is easy. And as soon as I find someone who’s not lame, I’ll be dating again.

In other news, I missed a killer fist fight last night. Wayne and Blake beat the shit out of each other. It’s been happening every so often since they broke up. Why they still talk when they seem to do nothing but fight is beyond me. The problem is, Blake is still in love with Wayne while Wayne can’t make up his mind. One week he’s telling me how much he loves and misses Blake and the next week he’s telling me about how he never loved Blake and certainly doesn’t now. I think I need to get more straight guy friends. For one thing, there’s less drama, and for another, straight guys know other straight guys. Gay guys, not so much.

I have a problem, I’ll call him George. George is this guy I’ve been kind of seeing. He’s 18 which means he’s a few years younger. He’s cute but, 18. As Naomi pointed out when we were talking about him, “10 years ago, we, as girls, were twice as smart as he is now”. She raises a good point. And honestly, the sex is mediocre at best. I started seeing him due to boredom. But now, he’s like a lost puppy that’s followed me home and doesn’t understand that he really can’t stick around. Like I said, the sex is mediocre at best and the conversation is mind numbingly stupid most of the time. I don’t know what made me think an 18 year old was ok. Probably the fact that I wasn’t looking for anything serious. Now, I’m trying desperately to get rid of him, but the more I push him away, the harder he seems to fall.