At twenty, while riding in the back of my best friend’s car, I came to the realization that I am really just a bitch. The problem is, I’m not even that good at it. I mean, I’m certainly bitchy. And I can be a total bitch just because I feel like it. But, I don’t have the self esteem to be an alpha bitch. Or the looks for that matter. So why don’t I just stop being a bitch? Manipulation is a skil in which I am a master. It’s the only thing I know for sure I’m good at.